motivation

why am I doing this?

• In summer I will go to the beach with some students. I dont want to care about if I am looking too fat when i am in bikini.
• I want to be able to run away whenever I want to.
• I want to look in the mirror and say yea. YEA.
• I want to feel sexy in underwear.
• I want to wear trousers in 36 again.
• I want to buy new clothes because the old ones became too loose.